Augusto
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My life is a total honeysuckle, and I can't deal with it all anymore.
I absolutrly hate my job in IT, to the point that it makes me feel depressed, exhausted and angered every moment on the weekdays. I have had panic attacks and frequent rage outbursts due to it.
But what I'd like to try - teaching history - is not available to me, as despite having extensive knowledge in the field, I can't afford to get back to university for six more years to get new bachelor and masters degrees. It's funny though, that in education field knowledge is valued much less than diploma - no wonder education system is in crisis.
And in current job I can't force myself to work, can't even tolerate nasty bosses and mean coworkers. If they were dead, I won't give a ****.
Other things are not better, I lost most of friends, family members only criticize me, never liked country of living, and this overcrowded, dirty city.
What can I do? I really don't know.
I absolutrly hate my job in IT, to the point that it makes me feel depressed, exhausted and angered every moment on the weekdays. I have had panic attacks and frequent rage outbursts due to it.
But what I'd like to try - teaching history - is not available to me, as despite having extensive knowledge in the field, I can't afford to get back to university for six more years to get new bachelor and masters degrees. It's funny though, that in education field knowledge is valued much less than diploma - no wonder education system is in crisis.
And in current job I can't force myself to work, can't even tolerate nasty bosses and mean coworkers. If they were dead, I won't give a ****.
Other things are not better, I lost most of friends, family members only criticize me, never liked country of living, and this overcrowded, dirty city.
What can I do? I really don't know.