worthless_loser
Well-known member
I have been looking for a way to make money the past few days and the whole time I have had this bad feeling in my stomach.
I am tired all the time and want to lay in bed all day.
I think I don't want to do anything because I am afraid of getting in trouble like I am a little kid or something.
I am scared that if I manage to get some responsibility I will mess it up, get yelled at and be punished somehow.
It feels so stupid. I want to cry and I have been trying to cry and see if it helps me feel better but I just keep making a weird noise and I do it into a pillow so my parents don't hear me
The only thing that takes this feeling away is wasting time watching stupid videos on YouTube.
I want the feeling to go away but it is the only thing driving me to get off my butt and do something about my problem.
I am tired all the time and want to lay in bed all day.
I think I don't want to do anything because I am afraid of getting in trouble like I am a little kid or something.
I am scared that if I manage to get some responsibility I will mess it up, get yelled at and be punished somehow.
It feels so stupid. I want to cry and I have been trying to cry and see if it helps me feel better but I just keep making a weird noise and I do it into a pillow so my parents don't hear me
The only thing that takes this feeling away is wasting time watching stupid videos on YouTube.
I want the feeling to go away but it is the only thing driving me to get off my butt and do something about my problem.