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Phantimos
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I am not sure what to write here. I guess i should introduce myself
Hi there. I am a 25 year old PhD researcher in the UK. My life right now can be summed up as: Uni, Gym, Games. I have no friends or love interests. I suffer from depression and I feel like a complete loser 24/7. Sometimes, i get so depressed i can't bring myself to leave my room for fear of....everything. I can barely get out of bed in the morning and nothing i do seems to induce any feeling of joy. The only brief respite i have is the short endorphin high i get after a workout.
I have been depressed since the age of 15 but i have never admitted it, to myself or others, i just dealt with the symptoms as they came.
Recently, i was involved in a romantic situation that left my heart beaten, broken, and scarred. My depression is as strong as ever as a result.
Anyway, those are the story beats of my life so far. Its not as descriptive as i would have liked it to be but there is too much static in my mind right now so i have to stop writing.
Peace Out!
Hi there. I am a 25 year old PhD researcher in the UK. My life right now can be summed up as: Uni, Gym, Games. I have no friends or love interests. I suffer from depression and I feel like a complete loser 24/7. Sometimes, i get so depressed i can't bring myself to leave my room for fear of....everything. I can barely get out of bed in the morning and nothing i do seems to induce any feeling of joy. The only brief respite i have is the short endorphin high i get after a workout.
I have been depressed since the age of 15 but i have never admitted it, to myself or others, i just dealt with the symptoms as they came.
Recently, i was involved in a romantic situation that left my heart beaten, broken, and scarred. My depression is as strong as ever as a result.
Anyway, those are the story beats of my life so far. Its not as descriptive as i would have liked it to be but there is too much static in my mind right now so i have to stop writing.
Peace Out!