I want to die, please.

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Phantimos

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I am tired of being me
I am tired of being prey
I am tired of this weight in my chest
I am tired of people, nobody cares.
I am tired of trying, nobody cares.
I am tired of existing, nobody cares.

What is love?, merely a transaction.
I am fated to be used, i am running on fumes.


I want to cry, my face is frozen.
This smile is killing me, nobody cares.
Giving is the default, to take is to....


I am vulnerable.
I am volatile.
A predator in a cage. 

I demand respect from the world.
I am so very cold.

Anger, so much anger.
I want to move, to jump, to fly, to kill.
I want to scream, nothing escapes.

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I want to die, please.
 
As a child it was not there
Not scared of the blood
The creak and the thud inside your chest

Clearly calm I'm keeping terrorised
The ageless thaw of winter
Alone but by your side

Here in light hung a soft divide
The billowed curtain call
Hold me down
Was I born to lie?
Here at all
Here at all

My fear in lights
All I said comes home
I can't do this alone
Asleep inside
I was born to lie,
Now prove me wrong
Prove me wrong

But it's in your nature
Blooms inside your blood
Hold me in harms way baby
All is now harmed
 
I wonder how many people, like me, will read the OP and familiarise completely but simply not know how to respond.
 
Yeah I didn’t either. We all feel it but it’s it’s hard to express it.
A song usually comes to mind and gives some release.
 

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