SomethingOriginal
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Last year I moved to a new school as I was going into sixth form (I am now in yr13) I managed to join a group by being in lessons with a few of the people in the group. By Christmas last year (2017) I thought I had made pretty good friends with the people in this group one of them I got the bus with to and from school each day (I’ll call her an Anna). Throughout the year I hadn’t noticed that they were talking about going out together and I had a also noticed that I was never getting invited. Just a few weeks above it was a friend’s birth day and she had invited everyone in the group to join her for a meal out but me. This is when I kind of noticed that I am not really part of their group and that they only want to acknowledge me when they need a lift to come back from their meal because they want to drink and need more people to be sober drivers (just remember that I’m not even invited). Now I should’ve said no but me wanting to make them notice me so I could be invited I said yes to it. This is when I realised that I don’t actually have anyone I can just go out with to do something and that I am in fact really lonely and that it sucks to feel this way, I do try to socialise but they got their own banter from the years they have known each other for. Thank you for reading this I just wanted to get this off my chest.