Having a relationship with God and exploring what be wants me to do, and be as a person has helped me tremendously. I know people don't like religion (why would you?) but faith is something more. God can do wonderous things, and this is a perfect place for people to give God a shot. Pray pray pray, and see what he can do. You might of tried everything you can think of, but if you haven't tried God I implore you to. If you have I implore you try again and give trust and faith with every fiber of your being. You won't be disappointed.