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BrokenHead

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Hi. 
I dunno what to say here.
I was a big hardman. I worked hard. I had everything. The most beautiful girl in the world. 2 awesome kids. 
Now I have nothing.
Something is wrong with me.
I cry a lot. 
I snap a lot.
I can't deal with stuff.
Anxiety is fuckin my life up.
I want my head back.
I want my family back. 
But mostly I just don't wanna wake up in the morning.
 
Broken head,

I'm sorry you are dealing with so much right now. I hope this forum helps you connect with some people and helps you to fince some peace. Welcome.
 
I’m sorry to hear you are having a hard time with stuff.
Anxiety sucks. I struggle with that too.
Well, you have come to the right place to find someone to talk too!
Nice people here.

Welcome btw!
🌈
 
BrokenHead said:
Hi. 
I dunno what to say here.
I was a big hardman. I worked hard. I had everything. The most beautiful girl in the world. 2 awesome kids. 
Now I have nothing.
Something is wrong with me.
I cry a lot. 
I snap a lot.
I can't deal with stuff.
Anxiety is fuckin my life up.
I want my head back.
I want my family back. 
But mostly I just don't wanna wake up in the morning.

Im so sorry you feel this way, hugs my friend.
 
I am sorry dear.
life is like that sometimes but it's not mean you give up like that.be strong you will find your way to fight this situation.
and ia m sure you are strong that you came here.may you will feel better most welcome to this place.
 
Big welcome!

Losing your family is real heartbreaking stuff for sure. It's good to talk, keep posting, I'm sure it will help you to make sense of things - does me anyway. There's some wise, friendly folk on here to help get you through. T.
 
Thanks for all the support guys.
The frustrating thing is I could have avoided this.
She had a nervous breakdown due to the abuse from her ex.
I didn't handle it as well as I could have.
I didn't see then what I see now.
I didn't know then what I know now.
Things got messy and stupid.
We split, in the best interests of her kids (11+14), who call me dad.
They want me back. They (and a few close friends) tell me she still loves me and misses me.
She doesn't tell me this, she makes great efforts to avoid that subject.
She is the love of my life.
I was married at 21 (for a year), there have been so many women, even another proposal.
She makes them look like nothing.
She is the most amazing person I have ever had the privilege to know.
She is my reason for breathing.
I need to get my head back.
I need to get back to work.
I need to get a driving licence cos she's 300+ miles away.
I need to get my family back.
My reason for living.
I can't even go to the shops now.
The panic attacks make me cry.
Why me? wtf happened to my head?
I waited my whole life to find her.
So why did I fresia it up so bad?
I want her to be my wife, I want to grow old with her, I want to see my kids every day.
This is killing me.
She says get better. Be happy.
How can I?
She is my happiness.
I want my head back.
I can't go on like this.
 

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