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It will be like a anniversary for me, so what is the world record in celebrating Christmas alone , I wonder.
Anyway I am not American , is this forum only for you guys ?
I'm 54 years old, originally Norwegian, but I have lived and worked in Europe many years, but now I live in Asia. So you might think he is a traveller and he is lucky to see new parts of the world. Yes lucky, but nobody knows about my existence, that's how it feels like. So its hard to manage the daily life now.
I have memories of Christmas, from the childhood, but it's starting to fade away. I would like to experience it , but if you want to do that , you need a family. Unfortunately I have no family and no friends. So what do you do ? I am tired of Internet , so many fake people out there. I am not on Facebook because I see no point.
So what happens is I just sit inside in my small room and watch TV , as I will do this Christmas , it will mean nothing to me , people will celebrate and I will watch TV .
I will not eat anything special for Christmas dinner , because I am alone and I see no point in changing my daily routine . It will just make me sad, if I want to eat turkey I can do that anytime of the year.
Anyway, 25 years and of course it also means 25 years celebrating New Years Eve alone. As I can only watch it on TV. I did go out and watch the firework display a few times , and I did greet strangers and even said Happy New Year. But I got tired of that as well . Because everyone who is in party mode have friends. So I see no point.
I hope someone will beam me up so I can watch 2019 from a distant planet . I could easily live on Mars alone. :club:
Maybe some aliens out there feel pity on me and beam me up.
Well thats it.
But I hope one day I can be able to meet people and have a cup of coffee, and talk , have an intellectual conversation , face to face.
Because I am not stupid , I am just lonely.
Happy Christmas
Anyway I am not American , is this forum only for you guys ?
I'm 54 years old, originally Norwegian, but I have lived and worked in Europe many years, but now I live in Asia. So you might think he is a traveller and he is lucky to see new parts of the world. Yes lucky, but nobody knows about my existence, that's how it feels like. So its hard to manage the daily life now.
I have memories of Christmas, from the childhood, but it's starting to fade away. I would like to experience it , but if you want to do that , you need a family. Unfortunately I have no family and no friends. So what do you do ? I am tired of Internet , so many fake people out there. I am not on Facebook because I see no point.
So what happens is I just sit inside in my small room and watch TV , as I will do this Christmas , it will mean nothing to me , people will celebrate and I will watch TV .
I will not eat anything special for Christmas dinner , because I am alone and I see no point in changing my daily routine . It will just make me sad, if I want to eat turkey I can do that anytime of the year.
Anyway, 25 years and of course it also means 25 years celebrating New Years Eve alone. As I can only watch it on TV. I did go out and watch the firework display a few times , and I did greet strangers and even said Happy New Year. But I got tired of that as well . Because everyone who is in party mode have friends. So I see no point.
I hope someone will beam me up so I can watch 2019 from a distant planet . I could easily live on Mars alone. :club:
Maybe some aliens out there feel pity on me and beam me up.
Well thats it.
But I hope one day I can be able to meet people and have a cup of coffee, and talk , have an intellectual conversation , face to face.
Because I am not stupid , I am just lonely.
Happy Christmas