An Angsty Poem

So I don't know what to do 
apart from say "screw you"
I know that I'm messed
and my future's all mucked
so don't ask me what's up
Cause I'll tell you "you suck"
I'm restless and hopeless
in hopes that you'll notice
something that I couldn't see
a reason to breathe
just something I need
just hopeless and wasted
as these words abated
and I contemplated
my fate as I waited
for something to happen
what's the point of these words?
are they crude and absurd?
cause I'm sure that you're bored
of waiting to be heard
and in the end, what's the end?
just something to begin
to take it all in, cause
again, what's the point?