INTRODUCTION: I am a 60-year-old, professional woman who lives alone. I have been alone most of my adult life and know that I suffer from abandonment issues, due to my mother’s sudden death and father’s scapegoating and abandonment of me in my younger years. I have no other relatives. I have never been married or had children. I never wanted children. I have always had a cat.
I was in a 10-year relationship with someone, but he also died suddenly. I found the body.
I have a well-paid job, and a lovely home in a lovely area, but I struggle with coming home to emptiness. I drink alcohol to compensate my feelings of loneliness, isolation and abandonment.
I have hobbies. I go to a gym most evenings and do high intensity group-exercise. I even spent several years as a part-time group exercise instructor. I also walk a lot (urban walking these days, due to arthritis), and sometimes do ceramics in the evening at night school. However, I still struggle with the feelings of loneliness when I get home.
I have a University education and a professional job where I project manage teams of colleagues.
PROBLEM: I would like to find some sort of online resource (I do not have enough attention span to read books) that will help me cope with the feelings of loneliness, isolation and abandonment, so that I can feeling happy and content living alone in the evening and at weekends.
I get really frustrated when I find websites that offer advice such as ‘open up to your family’ or ‘invite a friend round for dinner’. These do not seem to be helpful suggestions for people who do not have any family or friends. I have also investigated Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) for loneliness, but this seems to focus on issues associated with social anxiety. I do not suffer from social anxiety.
I have also seen counsellors in the past who have suggested that I ‘open up’ to people, which is really difficult if you have no one to open up to. Other counsellors have suggested the I ‘pamper myself’ or ‘do relaxation’. I am not that sort of a person.
Does anyone have any useful suggestions please?
I was in a 10-year relationship with someone, but he also died suddenly. I found the body.
I have a well-paid job, and a lovely home in a lovely area, but I struggle with coming home to emptiness. I drink alcohol to compensate my feelings of loneliness, isolation and abandonment.
I have hobbies. I go to a gym most evenings and do high intensity group-exercise. I even spent several years as a part-time group exercise instructor. I also walk a lot (urban walking these days, due to arthritis), and sometimes do ceramics in the evening at night school. However, I still struggle with the feelings of loneliness when I get home.
I have a University education and a professional job where I project manage teams of colleagues.
PROBLEM: I would like to find some sort of online resource (I do not have enough attention span to read books) that will help me cope with the feelings of loneliness, isolation and abandonment, so that I can feeling happy and content living alone in the evening and at weekends.
I get really frustrated when I find websites that offer advice such as ‘open up to your family’ or ‘invite a friend round for dinner’. These do not seem to be helpful suggestions for people who do not have any family or friends. I have also investigated Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) for loneliness, but this seems to focus on issues associated with social anxiety. I do not suffer from social anxiety.
I have also seen counsellors in the past who have suggested that I ‘open up’ to people, which is really difficult if you have no one to open up to. Other counsellors have suggested the I ‘pamper myself’ or ‘do relaxation’. I am not that sort of a person.
Does anyone have any useful suggestions please?