user 139760
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I've had this problem unevenly in my life, but accutely in the last two years. Intensely since the 28 of december. I no longer enjoy life. I've reached the limit on how much suffering I can endure. The last few days have been crying bouts and the shakes coming back. I want to end it all. But I'm not allowed to. I cant do that to my family, which still loves me for some unfathomable reason. And Im scared of there being nothing on the other side. Not to mention the pain. All of which only makes it worse.
How can you continue living like this? How do you force yourself to get better when all you feel is hopelessness, pain and an urge to have it all end?
How can you continue living like this? How do you force yourself to get better when all you feel is hopelessness, pain and an urge to have it all end?