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[font=Verdana, sans-serif]What do you say to someone lost in the middle of nowhere?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Far away somehow more lost than you[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]How do you break the silence that haunts them?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]When you've got nothing to say[/font]
[font=Verdana, sans-serif]but tired cliches[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]You're getting better[/font]
[font=Verdana, sans-serif]you're well for the most part[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]You should be able to tell them how you got this far[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]what paths to take the twists and turns.[/font]


[font=Verdana, sans-serif]But maybe they're further than you, and soon you'll be just as lost as them.[/font]


[font=Verdana, sans-serif]You've been dead inside before and probably will be again[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]you should be an expert at this[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]What can you say except "time will tell"[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Time will tell you "you're alone and will probably die alone"[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Not everyone has a happy ending[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]maybe everybody doesn't get the "I'm better" moment[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]or if they do it doesn't last long.[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Do my words make any difference?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Or are they merely a distraction?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]A needed one at least?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Is my experience worth retelling?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Is it really unique or useful?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]I've been through the suicidal thoughts and idealization[/font]
[font=Verdana, sans-serif]but who the fresia hasn't?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]All the kind words and spare change I can give[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]loneliness and homelessness still persist[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Maybe I have nothing to say, but I can't leave them alone in silence.[/font]



[font=Verdana, sans-serif]All I know is hobbies and hopes that insurance will cover the ******* meds I need[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]so I don't end up in another ******* hospital[/font]



[font=Verdana, sans-serif]Go to the gym, read a ******* book[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]who the fresia doesn't already know this.[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]It doesn't help anyone to tell them that.[/font]


[font=Verdana, sans-serif]I feel like I've got most this down like the back of my hand with the scars to prove it[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]But I can't ******* help anyone[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]As bad as I've had it they've had it even worse[/font]


[font=Verdana, sans-serif]What if I all can do is watch them drown from a far?[/font]

[font=Verdana, sans-serif]what will be the last thing they hear?[/font]
 
Yeah...

"What if I make it worse?"

The first thing I think when I want to help someone. But no one ever, who has intended to help me, has ever made it worse. So why do I think I will?
 

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