I always find some vacume in myself. Though i m married but vacuum still exist. I came accross a female at a bus terminal who was standing. She was a normal looking female and i observed her from a few yards distance and she while holding her hand bag was probably waiting for some one. I immediately at first glance got relaxed, enlightened and felt the emptiness inside me has filled. I got so light, excited and relaxed and thought to request her to have a cup of tea together so that i can express my true feelings. I in excitement went out to get a ciggerate from a shop and came back in few mints but unfortunately she was not there. I looked for her everywhere inside the terminal as no one went out but could not find her. Since thn i think of her and the light soothing feelings more thn flowers fragnance, nightangle singing, cukkoo dancing...no matching words...unfortunately that emptiness, that vacuum has increased now. I dont know what hidden attraction that just normal looking female has... repent missing the oppertunity...