Braveheart74
Member
I’m new here and want to introduce myself, like so many on here I feel very isolated and don’t have any close friends. Over the years I became increasingly depressed and agoraphobic, only going out when I absolutely have to. I’m now 44 and feel like giving up.
A lot of it comes from abuse and things that happened to me as a child that completely crushed my self esteem and being the scapegoat of the family didn’t help matters, which still continues to this day. I feel so cut off from others I don’t even know how to really socialize anymore. When I was younger I did have some close friends and was involved in a few relationship but as I got older and uglier eventually I was left completely alone and it’s been this way for many years.
Anyway I’m hoping to find some people too connect with.
A lot of it comes from abuse and things that happened to me as a child that completely crushed my self esteem and being the scapegoat of the family didn’t help matters, which still continues to this day. I feel so cut off from others I don’t even know how to really socialize anymore. When I was younger I did have some close friends and was involved in a few relationship but as I got older and uglier eventually I was left completely alone and it’s been this way for many years.
Anyway I’m hoping to find some people too connect with.