Hi Jilldowney
I am a new member as well. Just posted my first message.
Feeling down is something I know a lot about. For me, it always feels like something is wrong...that I am wrong. Rationally, I don't think I am a bad person. I know I have done some good in this world. But this feeling of 'something wrong' seems to follow me from the moment I wake up to the time I fall asleep.
I am pretty sure this is the heart of loneliness.