LonelyIsaac
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Hello everyone,
I am having a hard time to have fun at life.
I am 18 years old and I have no friends.
I am an ICT-student and school sucks as we do nothing useful there, once I get home I sleep as early as possible as it takes away my sad feelings.
I can't make any friends and I don't know why. I am good-looking, friendly (I really never get mad) and I share with people, I am not greedy. It really hurts to be alone, I listen to sad aesthetic songs to cry out my feelings.
I do nothing productive in my life, I don't have a job, yet I have more money than an average kid of my age as I earn my money online through hacking-related actions. (I don't hurt any people).
Weekends are torture and vacations are hell as I have 0 communication with anyone as I don't do anything, I just sit behind my computer and play games to eat time, but that doesn't help.
Everyone has friends and everyone is always having fun every weekend, busy with partying and that kind of stuff I think.
I am boring and I have nothing useful to say ever in my life. I watch gore as it's a little bit of entertainment, I am weird and I feel hopeless about my future.
I would really appreciate if anyone could give me any advice.
If there are any questions or if I wasn't clear, please let me know.
Thanks a lot in advance!
I am having a hard time to have fun at life.
I am 18 years old and I have no friends.
I am an ICT-student and school sucks as we do nothing useful there, once I get home I sleep as early as possible as it takes away my sad feelings.
I can't make any friends and I don't know why. I am good-looking, friendly (I really never get mad) and I share with people, I am not greedy. It really hurts to be alone, I listen to sad aesthetic songs to cry out my feelings.
I do nothing productive in my life, I don't have a job, yet I have more money than an average kid of my age as I earn my money online through hacking-related actions. (I don't hurt any people).
Weekends are torture and vacations are hell as I have 0 communication with anyone as I don't do anything, I just sit behind my computer and play games to eat time, but that doesn't help.
Everyone has friends and everyone is always having fun every weekend, busy with partying and that kind of stuff I think.
I am boring and I have nothing useful to say ever in my life. I watch gore as it's a little bit of entertainment, I am weird and I feel hopeless about my future.
I would really appreciate if anyone could give me any advice.
If there are any questions or if I wasn't clear, please let me know.
Thanks a lot in advance!