I don't think I can keep going

I hear you.

It’s overrated this relationship malarkey.

I did what any respectable person would do who can’t form friendships/relationships, I got a cat.

Are you able to just go out and see a movie?

Why not just get yourself a second hand bike and go for a ride.It really releases those endorphins.I"m going now cause i'm feeling a bit low had a bit of a nasty experience which brought a lightening depression. I've done it a couple of times it really works  go on mate have a go or just do something different to improve your mood.

Thanks guys. I do so many things on a regular basis to help myself. I go to the gym 3 to 4 times a week. I go for walks. I read. I draw. I write. I take pictures. I surf the web. I talk to people. Try to socialize. Some of these things provide temporary relief, but I always get back to square one. And most of these things don't really do much at all. I go to therapy twice a week. I take medications. I've been dealing with this for over ten years. I think this is it.