LittleWolf
Active member
Hello everyone. I use to be involved in an active forum for a long time but in the last 10 years have not, due to lack of Internet at home. Now a days I rely mostly on my smartphone and free wifi when I find it. Recent events have made me feel particularly lonely so I ventured out looking for an online home.
I lost my job about 3 months ago, which really affected human contact in person. To further cast dark clouds in my life I recently found out my ex gf passed away. We met online, it was a long distance relstionship but we did meet in person and talked everyday. We stayed in touch just as friends after breaking up. The last time I msg'ed her was Mother's Day (she has 2 children) and she only replied "thanks." Since then no contact. Then August 20th was her birthday and i sent her a Happy Birthday msg but did not get a reply. It was then that I realized her online activity ceased since May. On a whim, I google searched her and found her obituary. She died unexpectedly at home, I don't have contact info for her family so I have no answers as to what happened.
I had found closure when she and I broke up and came to terms with the end of our relationship. But her death, and the manner in which I found out, is the worse kind of closure I could imagine of this.
So I found this forum hoping to have a social outlet and get out of my own mind. It's bad enough living as a hermit let alone a mental hermit heh. See you folks around!
I lost my job about 3 months ago, which really affected human contact in person. To further cast dark clouds in my life I recently found out my ex gf passed away. We met online, it was a long distance relstionship but we did meet in person and talked everyday. We stayed in touch just as friends after breaking up. The last time I msg'ed her was Mother's Day (she has 2 children) and she only replied "thanks." Since then no contact. Then August 20th was her birthday and i sent her a Happy Birthday msg but did not get a reply. It was then that I realized her online activity ceased since May. On a whim, I google searched her and found her obituary. She died unexpectedly at home, I don't have contact info for her family so I have no answers as to what happened.
I had found closure when she and I broke up and came to terms with the end of our relationship. But her death, and the manner in which I found out, is the worse kind of closure I could imagine of this.
So I found this forum hoping to have a social outlet and get out of my own mind. It's bad enough living as a hermit let alone a mental hermit heh. See you folks around!