[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]It feels like the isolation is getting worse.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]Yes, I do go out and do things. Go to work. Go to gym. Go to bowling league. Go walking. I have done volunteering in the past, and done courses at university, TAFE, and at community college.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]I just don't meet people though. Don't make friends. Don't make connections. Don't have any chance for a relationship. It has always been like this, and seems to be getting worse. Even online it just feels like I don't fit in anywhere. Don't "click" with anyone. Most of the time it just feels like I am intruding on conversations, and, even if I'm not, it just seems like I am invisible. i always thought the internet was supposed to bring people closer together, make it easier to connect, that there was somewhere for everyone .... [/font]
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]But not for me, I guess.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]Therapy has never helped. Neither has medication. I feel like I just need help to find somewhere to belong. Help in actually meeting people. But there is nobody to ask. I think that is adding to the isolation and increasing frustration, knowing I need some help in these things, yet, having asked in the past, now knowing that there is nobody to ask ... and nobody who will.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]It adds to the thoughts, the feelings, of being really, truely, alone.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]And it is scary.[/font]
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]Yes, I do go out and do things. Go to work. Go to gym. Go to bowling league. Go walking. I have done volunteering in the past, and done courses at university, TAFE, and at community college.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]I just don't meet people though. Don't make friends. Don't make connections. Don't have any chance for a relationship. It has always been like this, and seems to be getting worse. Even online it just feels like I don't fit in anywhere. Don't "click" with anyone. Most of the time it just feels like I am intruding on conversations, and, even if I'm not, it just seems like I am invisible. i always thought the internet was supposed to bring people closer together, make it easier to connect, that there was somewhere for everyone .... [/font]
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]But not for me, I guess.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]Therapy has never helped. Neither has medication. I feel like I just need help to find somewhere to belong. Help in actually meeting people. But there is nobody to ask. I think that is adding to the isolation and increasing frustration, knowing I need some help in these things, yet, having asked in the past, now knowing that there is nobody to ask ... and nobody who will.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]It adds to the thoughts, the feelings, of being really, truely, alone.
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[font=ProximaNova-Regular, Arial, sans-serif]And it is scary.[/font]