Okay, so I have a problem when I feel like I want to achieve something but for some reason I just didn’t feel like it, because I’m scared if it takes my whole day away and miss something now can I have this FOMO problem. It usually happens in school days like these what I felt like taking a break from all the school work but then instead goof off and waste my time checking sites to see what have I missed, which doesn’t help with my professional skills. And even if I have the motivation to create something I didn’t do for the first time, the results would look amateurish. To make matters worse, I keep fearing about how I don’t have much time required to finish a task.
Sometimes I feel like my professional skills doesn’t match up with the professionals’ works I’ve seen (not the YTP kind) , and they looked like it took days and weeks to make something while I’m just lying in bed wasting a fortune on my powerful laptop by doing nothing except check websites. I really wanted to make something like that, but I keep pulling myself away fearing about how it’s “hard work”. Mark Manson's attention diet blog was right about this predicament. I’m living in a “futuristic and technological” world where almost everyone is scared of having their own stress through making their work, and their attention spans can’t keep up with the motivation.
Unrelated, but I keep stressing over classwork and homework because I wanted to avoid any stress from school. I feel like I wanted to escape from reality to relax so I won't have to deal with this. I can't achieve to change my parents and my teachers' mind. I couldn't agree most of the truths from my parents because I was getting sick of their voices and I wanted somebody else to tell me about it. Also, it makes me feel queasy about thinking striving for finishing a short task because I thought that feel exaggerated like some of the cartoons that had predictable plots and writing that had a similar main idea like that, which I wouldn't try to imitate.
My grammar and writing is being rush-y right now, so I can't explain further or clearer rn.
Sometimes I feel like my professional skills doesn’t match up with the professionals’ works I’ve seen (not the YTP kind) , and they looked like it took days and weeks to make something while I’m just lying in bed wasting a fortune on my powerful laptop by doing nothing except check websites. I really wanted to make something like that, but I keep pulling myself away fearing about how it’s “hard work”. Mark Manson's attention diet blog was right about this predicament. I’m living in a “futuristic and technological” world where almost everyone is scared of having their own stress through making their work, and their attention spans can’t keep up with the motivation.
Unrelated, but I keep stressing over classwork and homework because I wanted to avoid any stress from school. I feel like I wanted to escape from reality to relax so I won't have to deal with this. I can't achieve to change my parents and my teachers' mind. I couldn't agree most of the truths from my parents because I was getting sick of their voices and I wanted somebody else to tell me about it. Also, it makes me feel queasy about thinking striving for finishing a short task because I thought that feel exaggerated like some of the cartoons that had predictable plots and writing that had a similar main idea like that, which I wouldn't try to imitate.
My grammar and writing is being rush-y right now, so I can't explain further or clearer rn.