ITellYouHhwut
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Okay, so my last thread on this topic got locked. Fair enough. Let me try to communicate my thoughts without stereotyping women, or breaking any rules.
So what I mean to say is that life has essentially been ruined for me now. Everything in it has been ruined. I’m just waiting until my mom gets back to good health before I disappear and kill myself. I can kill myself so easily without hesitation now. I have no desire to live, and I’m dying to be dead. I don’t hold onto life. That instinct is gone.
I’m a loving man. I’m not about viewing women as notches on my belt, or sexual objects or whatever. All I ever wanted was true, authentic love with a lovely lady. It’s a shame, because I could’ve given so much love to someone. The lovingness just got mixed up with an inferior man. Hopefully nature won’t make that mistake next time.
But, as I’ve said countless times here, women have destroyed my soul. I get the idea they not only care nothing about me, but actively despise me. I flip their hate switch as soon as they get the first look at me. Nothing I do seems to matter.
I get told every which was it’s my fault. It’s my attitude. It’s my outlook. Etc... But dare I ever suggest that women play some role. Get ready to have my rights read to me.
I don’t really care now. Like I said, within the next year I’ll be dead. It will officially not matter one single bit after that.
So what I mean to say is that life has essentially been ruined for me now. Everything in it has been ruined. I’m just waiting until my mom gets back to good health before I disappear and kill myself. I can kill myself so easily without hesitation now. I have no desire to live, and I’m dying to be dead. I don’t hold onto life. That instinct is gone.
I’m a loving man. I’m not about viewing women as notches on my belt, or sexual objects or whatever. All I ever wanted was true, authentic love with a lovely lady. It’s a shame, because I could’ve given so much love to someone. The lovingness just got mixed up with an inferior man. Hopefully nature won’t make that mistake next time.
But, as I’ve said countless times here, women have destroyed my soul. I get the idea they not only care nothing about me, but actively despise me. I flip their hate switch as soon as they get the first look at me. Nothing I do seems to matter.
I get told every which was it’s my fault. It’s my attitude. It’s my outlook. Etc... But dare I ever suggest that women play some role. Get ready to have my rights read to me.
I don’t really care now. Like I said, within the next year I’ll be dead. It will officially not matter one single bit after that.