Imaginarycity
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It was a Friday night, Summer of 2002. I was telling to myself: “It will get better when I get older”. What did it have to get better?
My anxiety used to start hitting my chest by Tuesday evening. I could tolerate Mondays: breakfast, college, quickly nap, study, dinner and sleep. The thoughts of being alone on a Friday night when everybody had plans to get together made me feel the most miserable guys on earth.
Does it change when you hit the 30’s.. I guess that for some people out there it does (or perhaps it never had to change) but I will be 36 in 3 weeks and IT STILL CONTINUES THE SAME!
What is it worse?
Being alone on a Friday night.
Torture yourself trying to think of a plan to avoid this situation.
The shame when someone @work asks.. many plans for the weekend?
This is my first post EVER and I do not know why, but thinking about being alone again this Fridays has a funny flavour...
Tell me people... does it get better when you hit your 30s?
Thanks for reading. Just trying to connect.
,)
My anxiety used to start hitting my chest by Tuesday evening. I could tolerate Mondays: breakfast, college, quickly nap, study, dinner and sleep. The thoughts of being alone on a Friday night when everybody had plans to get together made me feel the most miserable guys on earth.
Does it change when you hit the 30’s.. I guess that for some people out there it does (or perhaps it never had to change) but I will be 36 in 3 weeks and IT STILL CONTINUES THE SAME!
What is it worse?
Being alone on a Friday night.
Torture yourself trying to think of a plan to avoid this situation.
The shame when someone @work asks.. many plans for the weekend?
This is my first post EVER and I do not know why, but thinking about being alone again this Fridays has a funny flavour...
Tell me people... does it get better when you hit your 30s?
Thanks for reading. Just trying to connect.
,)