hellostarlight
Active member
ye so like someone from this game made a joke when the game went down and was like "lol the way u dont know what to do now the games down" and im like Haha! but rly im like ono thats true
i rly have no life literally im on a game all day every day and its actually so simplistic bc its about all i can compute and even then ppl get mad at me bc i SUCK but yea
...i have no life and i have nothing left in me to do anything about it and even when i could do something about it i was too weak and stupid of a person anyway even though i tried my best
id be lying if i said i wasnt lonely. there are a handful of people i speak to online AND IM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY ONE OF THEM but its not real life ofc and while everyone else has real life commitments etc. im here like :') hi dont mind me not that i could handle any irl commitments tbh but still
idek if what im saying makes sense aaa but yeah i just feel empty inside most of the time and even on my game when i start talking to someone im like OOO friend but i cant add people bc anxiety EVEN ON A GAME i panic so much aaaaaaaaaaaa
ok sorry for the 3am rambles IM GONNA REGRET IT LATER-
ty for reading if anyone does and sorry for your eyeballs
i rly have no life literally im on a game all day every day and its actually so simplistic bc its about all i can compute and even then ppl get mad at me bc i SUCK but yea
...i have no life and i have nothing left in me to do anything about it and even when i could do something about it i was too weak and stupid of a person anyway even though i tried my best
id be lying if i said i wasnt lonely. there are a handful of people i speak to online AND IM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY ONE OF THEM but its not real life ofc and while everyone else has real life commitments etc. im here like :') hi dont mind me not that i could handle any irl commitments tbh but still
idek if what im saying makes sense aaa but yeah i just feel empty inside most of the time and even on my game when i start talking to someone im like OOO friend but i cant add people bc anxiety EVEN ON A GAME i panic so much aaaaaaaaaaaa
ok sorry for the 3am rambles IM GONNA REGRET IT LATER-
ty for reading if anyone does and sorry for your eyeballs