Trioxin245
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Hello everyone,
I just want to vent and I don't really have anyone to listen.
I have been married 18 years. My wife and my mother never really got along. In 2016 my mom got cancer and before long she was living with us so I could take care of her. It looked like she was going into remission, but then it popped up elsewhere. During this time relations between my wife and mom did not improve.
Last year, my wife essentially gave me an ultimatum to put her in a home or she was going to leave and she left me to take care of someone who needed 24hr care until she passed in my home in August. I just can't bring myself to forgive this, although I do not mention it.
Fast forward to today all of my blood relatives are dead, my wife left me, I've got no friends, and the kids are grown. I'm on three antidepressants and still cry at nothing all day.
I'm only in my early 40s but I'm having a hard time putting everything back together again.
I feel an eerie kind of loneliness like I am truly alone for the first time and I don't care for it.
Thanks for letting me vent.
I just want to vent and I don't really have anyone to listen.
I have been married 18 years. My wife and my mother never really got along. In 2016 my mom got cancer and before long she was living with us so I could take care of her. It looked like she was going into remission, but then it popped up elsewhere. During this time relations between my wife and mom did not improve.
Last year, my wife essentially gave me an ultimatum to put her in a home or she was going to leave and she left me to take care of someone who needed 24hr care until she passed in my home in August. I just can't bring myself to forgive this, although I do not mention it.
Fast forward to today all of my blood relatives are dead, my wife left me, I've got no friends, and the kids are grown. I'm on three antidepressants and still cry at nothing all day.
I'm only in my early 40s but I'm having a hard time putting everything back together again.
I feel an eerie kind of loneliness like I am truly alone for the first time and I don't care for it.
Thanks for letting me vent.