Sunless Sky
Well-known member
Ever feel like you are stuck in the same place for years? Not physically but more in the sense of growing and progressing as a human being.
I have been feeling stuck for years now, like I am not growing or developing at all. I am in the body of an adult but I feel like a child.
It's like there is conflict inside me. On one hand there is the confident, outgoing, and fun loving persona and on the other there is this child whose afraid; afraid of being hurt, afraid of being himself, afraid of the world and just wants to curl up in a corner with his hands on his ears to block out the voices.
Enough about me though, does anyone else struggle with something similar?
I go through my days and nothing changes, I go through the motions, doing what I do day in and day out and at the end of day I feel like nothing happened, nothing changed, I am still the same person I was...i don't like me. I don't hate myself but there is a lot I don't like about myself. I hate that I am afraid all the time. I hate how lonely I am making myself be. I hate how depressed I am even though I don't have much to be depressed about.
Take it easy everyone.
I have been feeling stuck for years now, like I am not growing or developing at all. I am in the body of an adult but I feel like a child.
It's like there is conflict inside me. On one hand there is the confident, outgoing, and fun loving persona and on the other there is this child whose afraid; afraid of being hurt, afraid of being himself, afraid of the world and just wants to curl up in a corner with his hands on his ears to block out the voices.
Enough about me though, does anyone else struggle with something similar?
I go through my days and nothing changes, I go through the motions, doing what I do day in and day out and at the end of day I feel like nothing happened, nothing changed, I am still the same person I was...i don't like me. I don't hate myself but there is a lot I don't like about myself. I hate that I am afraid all the time. I hate how lonely I am making myself be. I hate how depressed I am even though I don't have much to be depressed about.
Take it easy everyone.