BoredTypist
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I've never had many friends growing up. At school, I was always that one person everyone knew and said hi to but never bothered to be friends with. I was never that kid that went to parties or went out on Friday nights. I've always been a stay-at-home person.
In 2018 I got diagnosed with depression and I am still taking antidepressants. That didn't really help with the friends' situation.
I finished school a year ago, and from there I kept in touch with a group of 5 people. I consider them my best friends. Unfortunately, however, as time passes, we trust each other less, talk to each other less, and care about each other less. In that group, I only talk to one person on a daily basis, and that's pretty much the only friend I have, that does care for me and eventually talks to me and genuinely cares to know if I'm doing fine.
It feels terrible to be alone. I am always there for when people need to get stuff off their chests, but I've seen anyone else worry about me or how I'm feeling or what I'm going through in a while now.
I'm just waiting to see if it does get better. I try to stay positive every day and keep my life moving but I really don't feel happy anymore. I try to put on a mask for my parents not to worry but the truth is I really feel lonely and feel like I have no friends.
I guess it sucks to be me.
In 2018 I got diagnosed with depression and I am still taking antidepressants. That didn't really help with the friends' situation.
I finished school a year ago, and from there I kept in touch with a group of 5 people. I consider them my best friends. Unfortunately, however, as time passes, we trust each other less, talk to each other less, and care about each other less. In that group, I only talk to one person on a daily basis, and that's pretty much the only friend I have, that does care for me and eventually talks to me and genuinely cares to know if I'm doing fine.
It feels terrible to be alone. I am always there for when people need to get stuff off their chests, but I've seen anyone else worry about me or how I'm feeling or what I'm going through in a while now.
I'm just waiting to see if it does get better. I try to stay positive every day and keep my life moving but I really don't feel happy anymore. I try to put on a mask for my parents not to worry but the truth is I really feel lonely and feel like I have no friends.
I guess it sucks to be me.