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Hello
#1
This is my third attempt to write an intro.  My tablet keeps freezing up.
I don't understand why in a world full of people....7 billion of
them I have to go everywhere alone, live alone, eat alone, sleep, walk, I even
find my self talking to myself and answering myself....and really I'm so tired of it
so tired of everyone coming in and taking my children my newborn my husband.
It doesn't make sense.  If I'm unworthy to be here and enjoy life and be loved
why doesn't God take me away?

Jessica Ann
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#2
Hello Jessica, nice having you here.

You sound pretty fed up with loneliness, I can feel your pain as I too have been alone for the majority of my life. Joining this forum hopefully is a good step towards feeling less alone in the world. There are a lot of good people here. One thing that might help is you telling us more about yourself. 

So, what are your hobbies?
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(07-26-2020, 07:57 AM)Jessica Jones Wrote: If I'm unworthy to be here and enjoy life and be loved why doesn't God take me away?

Jessica Ann

I feel you on this. 

Who is taking away your children and husband?
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#4
My newborn was taken away by the
church and my legal guardians when I was very young.
I was so down on myself after that that I just settled with
someone and had a second child with him only to find out
he was married.  
I finally met and married a man who I really trusted
but his family didn't want me and he eventually ended our
twelve year marriage after years of battering me, then the
family....his and mine took and had me drugged for eleven years
and abused me verbally.

After getting off the drugs and meeting someone new in a new town
who was trying to get free also from drugs alcohol and women
I believe and he told me he believed I was the one God had for me,
but again everyone else in his life:. his church and the people
he was being helped by started calling me names like whore
dog ugly.  Soon I realized an e girlfriend walked back into his
life whom he thought was exceedingly beautiful and he's been
having an affair with her even though he agreed to be my husband.

It's a shame that I have to come here for support and talk to people I don't even
know .  Why don't women realize I was created for a reason?  They seem to act like I don't matter.....like they can come bust up my family take my husband to bed because I don't matter to anyone!  I'm so outraged by people!

(07-26-2020, 08:45 AM)Sunless Sky Wrote: Hello Jessica, nice having you here.

You sound pretty fed up with loneliness, I can feel your pain as I too have been alone for the majority of my life. Joining this forum hopefully is a good step towards feeling less alone in the world. There are a lot of good people here. One thing that might help is you telling us more about yourself. 

So, what are your hobbies?

I enjoy all kinds of hobbies like sewing quilting crochet and knitting...I like camping and the outdoors also.
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#5
Hi and welcome to the forum Smile
I do not need light at the end of the tunnel.  I will light it myself.
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