I had a friend whom I considered, well, I dunno if family, but yeah, something like that I guess. I met her at university. We were really close. Although not in a way like: a friend whom you can call at night, come to them and cry on his/her shoulder. There wasn't any such drama, besides I'm not good at expressing my deepest feelings openly to people anyway. We were very similar in a way and also very different but we complemented each other very well. Too bad we live in different cities now. Friendship has always been very important to me and really, there isn't anything much I wouldn't give a person I consider my best friend if only they asked or even without asking, but fact is that I suck at making friends, and this one I mentioned, I think it was pretty much by pure lucky chance that I succeded to get a friend like that. I had a friend at school too but that friendship wasn't really deep despite how much I always wanted it to be, there was no such effort from the other side. Another friend I had at school, it was fun while we were together but in a couple of years she ditched me for another. I also know it's not very likely I'll ever have a close friend again. But I can hope, it's a **** good feeling.