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Riven
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Working night shifts... Staying up alone at night. I realised today it's been at least 1.5 years now that I last had a visitor in my place.
I googled "help I am lonely" to find this forum. There are few here but I am sure there are many lonely people out there.
I am alone in the city. One among thousands. It feels like no-one cares I am here. A stranger in a strange country. I don't know where to go. I don't know who to see.
I work, I come home. I don't go out because there is no-one to share my lonelyness. I know I've got to break this circle, to stop it from going round and round. Internet is a way out but I can not break trough this glas that displays all these faces on the other side.
Go out and where to go? I talk to a nice lady and she thinks I'm only interested to...... Dissapointed I look at her. How can you think such a thing lady? I am not like some of those men.
I feel socially awkward but still I try. Folks are friendly but but keep a distance. I feel I should beg, be on my knees, ask them, "oh, please".
And yet I am still lonely. I work, I sleep, I cry.
I googled "help I am lonely" to find this forum. There are few here but I am sure there are many lonely people out there.
I am alone in the city. One among thousands. It feels like no-one cares I am here. A stranger in a strange country. I don't know where to go. I don't know who to see.
I work, I come home. I don't go out because there is no-one to share my lonelyness. I know I've got to break this circle, to stop it from going round and round. Internet is a way out but I can not break trough this glas that displays all these faces on the other side.
Go out and where to go? I talk to a nice lady and she thinks I'm only interested to...... Dissapointed I look at her. How can you think such a thing lady? I am not like some of those men.
I feel socially awkward but still I try. Folks are friendly but but keep a distance. I feel I should beg, be on my knees, ask them, "oh, please".
And yet I am still lonely. I work, I sleep, I cry.