OldSchoolGamer
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Hey everyone. I'm a new poster who stumbled upon this board looking for someone to talk to.
For sometime now, I've been feeling disconnected from the world around me. I'll talk to people, but not feel any kind of empathetic connection or motivation to converse with them. I'll be in a crowded room, but feel isolated and alone.
The few friends I have joke that I'm an emotional cripple, and I think they're right. I generally don't feel anything except a sense of contentment, or occasionally a general funk. I don't really feel anything strong about anything it seems. Just a few weeks ago, I watched my dog of 14 years die in front of me in a vet's office. I watched my mother break out in tears over the ordeal. I didn't feel anything. Didn't even feel the need to hold anything back, as there was nothing to hold back.
I want to be able to connect with people, and have been doing the things the self help books suggest (I volunteer, have gone outside my home to find some new friends, and I'm actually quite confident in myself), but I still feel like I'm more an obvserver in life, rather than a participant.
Can any of you relate to what I'm saying, or at the very least, have an idea what I'm saying. Even if I'm completely alone in my endeavor, it's at least nice to be able to post this and maybe have someone read it.
For sometime now, I've been feeling disconnected from the world around me. I'll talk to people, but not feel any kind of empathetic connection or motivation to converse with them. I'll be in a crowded room, but feel isolated and alone.
The few friends I have joke that I'm an emotional cripple, and I think they're right. I generally don't feel anything except a sense of contentment, or occasionally a general funk. I don't really feel anything strong about anything it seems. Just a few weeks ago, I watched my dog of 14 years die in front of me in a vet's office. I watched my mother break out in tears over the ordeal. I didn't feel anything. Didn't even feel the need to hold anything back, as there was nothing to hold back.
I want to be able to connect with people, and have been doing the things the self help books suggest (I volunteer, have gone outside my home to find some new friends, and I'm actually quite confident in myself), but I still feel like I'm more an obvserver in life, rather than a participant.
Can any of you relate to what I'm saying, or at the very least, have an idea what I'm saying. Even if I'm completely alone in my endeavor, it's at least nice to be able to post this and maybe have someone read it.