For me..i had to take baby steps.
I isolate myself for a year. I hardly went outside of my house except when i really needed to go to the store.
Being around people gave me the creeps. Life in general gave me the creeps.
I was having a major, major break down...I didn't want to be touched by anyone.
I felt dirty...i felt life and everyone and everything in it was dirty.
I wasn't totally stair crazy...I saw my parents everyday...for 5 mins.
But i was close...lmao
Just signing on this site took a lot of desperations. It took me a week to figure out how
to use the chat room...lol
I started inneracting with poeple in there...
Eventaully I was able to talk to someone....eventaully that someone convienced me to go outside
everyday. It didn't happened over nite..It took me a couple of weeks for me to get up enough strenght
to just leave my house and go for a walk in the park. It took another week for me to be able to
force myyself to sit at the park for a couple of hours....yet i let no one near me.
Sunlight...freaken cutted my skin.
Eventaully i was well enough to return to work. I knew my co-workers for many years....even then
my skin crawled being around people. I felt sick as if I ran a fever being around people.
The first couple of weeks was terriable. I always wanted to be left alone or come home.
Eventaully I was able to return to my support group meetings.
This one cute lady kept telling me to keep on trying and keep coming back to the meetings.
She told me she can sort of identify with me...She used to isolate herself too.
I bascailly sat facing the walls and looked at no one...but the lady sat next to me.
She also kind of felt I was hanging on byy a thread because I felt very uncomfortible being around
people and wasn't feeling too well about life in general.
Acatully...it's only been 4 months since I started attending meetings again.
I came a long ways considering that state I was in. My support groups
gave me alot of practice of being able to inneract with people face to face.
Heck i even had to go work in Mexico for a little while.It was a total culture shock for me.
I was scared shitless for over a week.
At the sametime it help me..It was a big city with lots and lots of people everywhere.
I didn't even know any spanish...It was a totally insane experince for me...put I took it as a challenge.
Maybe there's a club in your aera you can join. Maybe take up an art class or photagraphy class..
Something to get you out of the house...A club gives you a common interest to talk over.
Then you can use that as practice tools to be around people and innertact with people.