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Estreen

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Alone, alone, alone, alone......

Been fighting this all day....
 
Thanks. I'd say I'm glad someone can understand me, but it's not a good thing, really. v_v
 
yep same here if it wasn't for the internet and online videos i don't know what i would do

*hugs estreen and spare*

:)
 
*hugs back*

I think I'm gonna hide from the internet for a while, or until I feel better.
 
:(

I thought I liked being alone... but yes, I ended up missing being around people.
MSN/internet can never fully replace meeting face-to-face... :(
 
if it wasnt for this damned survival instinct bollocks and the two members of my family that dont need the heartache, i would be throwing my skinny bones down to the rocks below.

on the ******* brink all the ******* time. the ******* baby ******* steps. chin up, keep going, blah blah ******* BLAH! stupid ******* life!

aah, theres my self pitying melodrama for the day.

all this gotta keep a stiff upper lip etc. every now and then honestly i feel like ******* it all up.. i have no idea what that means and i have no choice but to keep treading the ******* spiritual road of moderation, compassion and strength.. but seriously sometimes its just all a ******* utter utter headfuck. cognitive therapy can fresia off. following your dreams can fresia off. i have no inspiration. i have no dreams. it can all just.. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFk.ov.

ahem.

peace ppl.
 
Sodium said:
:(

I thought I liked being alone... but yes, I ended up missing being around people.
MSN/internet can never fully replace meeting face-to-face... :(

I was the same. Rejection made me start to hate human beings and I thought I'd be better off alone, start to like it but after a while you do miss it. You miss the company.
Most of all I miss having a close relationship with someone.
 
Thanks guys for the well wishes. Luckily I've been doing better, although I ended up having an anxiety attack in class this past Friday. Gah I hate those. Luckily I didn't embarrass myself and didn't need to leave, although for a while there I was feeling nauseous. That caused me to be pretty down for most of the day, but I picked up later on at night after I came back home and chilled out with a good friend. I went out last night with another friend and it was really good to have that.

And Van: Peach Girl is/was amazing. =P I just finished it yesterday and I was squeeing to my heart's content. ^^;
 

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