Hello,
I am new to this website and to be honest a little unsure where to start!
I suppose I’m here because I feel so alone.
I have an amazing husband who I love very much and we have a great life together. He is and always has been extremely ambitious; he is a solicitor and works long hours. He supports me so much and I really don't think I could have imagined a better husband.
My issue is that I feel so alone, I work on Monday' and Tuesday and do not feel satisfied in my job but the money is so good for what I do and it allows me to afford to stay off Wed – Fri to study. I work in a very small office, I haven’t met anybody here that I would want to see outside of work as we are all quite different, well I should say the three ladies all get on very well, they all have a lot in common, especially that they have all lived and grown up in this small town, and their families all live here.
Wednesday - Friday I am at home which I love as I feel safe and happy most of the time (I study for these three days - it's flexible learning though so the pace is relaxed and relatively slow).
Mon – Fri I just feel so very alone, I have no friends, no family near by and nobody that I can just pop round to see for a chat or to invite out for a girly afternoon etc
I don't have any children as yet but I also don't have any family around here, both of our sets of parents live a couple of hours away; I also don't have any friends. I never had a problem making them when I was younger but after college everybody moved on to careers or moved in/away with partners and I have just lost contact with them and as I have grown up (I’m 26) I have found it so hard to make friends, maybe living in a very small town and working in a very small office (4 people including me!) doesn’t help!
Everybody around me seems to have family and friends with them and I love seeing people together because it makes me happy but it is also a constant reminder that I am alone and I feel so alone. I sometimes feel that I rattle around in our house and I think that sometimes makes me feel lonelier, but I’m not sure, I am just so desperate to have friends and somebody to talk to. I love when my husband comes home and I feel so happy but the next day when he leaves (5.30am) I just feel down because I know that I am going to face the day with nobody at all to talk to or see and generally this is my life week to week.
I don't know what I am expecting from posting this but ……..
Peach
I am new to this website and to be honest a little unsure where to start!
I suppose I’m here because I feel so alone.
I have an amazing husband who I love very much and we have a great life together. He is and always has been extremely ambitious; he is a solicitor and works long hours. He supports me so much and I really don't think I could have imagined a better husband.
My issue is that I feel so alone, I work on Monday' and Tuesday and do not feel satisfied in my job but the money is so good for what I do and it allows me to afford to stay off Wed – Fri to study. I work in a very small office, I haven’t met anybody here that I would want to see outside of work as we are all quite different, well I should say the three ladies all get on very well, they all have a lot in common, especially that they have all lived and grown up in this small town, and their families all live here.
Wednesday - Friday I am at home which I love as I feel safe and happy most of the time (I study for these three days - it's flexible learning though so the pace is relaxed and relatively slow).
Mon – Fri I just feel so very alone, I have no friends, no family near by and nobody that I can just pop round to see for a chat or to invite out for a girly afternoon etc
I don't have any children as yet but I also don't have any family around here, both of our sets of parents live a couple of hours away; I also don't have any friends. I never had a problem making them when I was younger but after college everybody moved on to careers or moved in/away with partners and I have just lost contact with them and as I have grown up (I’m 26) I have found it so hard to make friends, maybe living in a very small town and working in a very small office (4 people including me!) doesn’t help!
Everybody around me seems to have family and friends with them and I love seeing people together because it makes me happy but it is also a constant reminder that I am alone and I feel so alone. I sometimes feel that I rattle around in our house and I think that sometimes makes me feel lonelier, but I’m not sure, I am just so desperate to have friends and somebody to talk to. I love when my husband comes home and I feel so happy but the next day when he leaves (5.30am) I just feel down because I know that I am going to face the day with nobody at all to talk to or see and generally this is my life week to week.
I don't know what I am expecting from posting this but ……..
Peach