I dont know why everything is going bad right now. This is my last year and school sucks cause I'm doing so poor in them. I dont talk with my siblings because we have nothing in common. I have an ok number of friends, but its like I only know 1 the most is 2 to talk stuff about. I really like this girl, and decided to just confess to her that I liker her. I wanted to do it because I thought at this point what could I lose. Also before I just wonder what if instead of taking the time to tell them. Well needless to say I got shot down. Shes like we can just be friends for now and take it one step at a time. My ego was hurt so I tried to prove a point to myself that I can get another girl. I started talking to my old friend. She use to like me, and she just broke up with her bf yesterday. So being stupid, I ask her out. She told me that she still loves her ex and busy with school. I do kind of like her. I only wish I would of told her before because I knew she like me. So now I dont want to try to talk to my close friends because they going to think that I'm stupid which I think I am at this piont lol. I do things before I think about it. Also I dont want to bother them because I was seeking for their advice a lot on the previous girl that I told them I like.
At this point I dont know what to do. I was thinking of dropping out of school, but luckily someone persuaded me to stay back. But after this semester I dont know what to do anymore.
At this point I dont know what to do. I was thinking of dropping out of school, but luckily someone persuaded me to stay back. But after this semester I dont know what to do anymore.
