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Luna
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Maybe it's you, or a family member or friend...
Maybe it's the bus driver that you see every morning...
Perhaps it's the senior that you see taking her daily early morning walks;
Or the teenage boy at the grocery store checking out your items...
Is everyone lonely at heart?
Will everyone experience loneliness at some point in their lives?
The loneliness which I am referring to - is not the feeling of just wanting company on a Friday night - but a powerful, surging feeling of solitude...isolation...emptiness...
Some nights, I'll just stare out my window and watch the stars...
For how long?
I don't know.
But often, I just ask myself...
"I wonder if someone is watching along with me"
But no...
It just seems that everyone is moving forward; continually evolving...
They have family, friends, love...
They have had more than their share of life's many experiences...
But I also wonder...if any of it is genuine...
How can some people laugh everyday?
I wonder if they are forcing their laughter - like how I often do so as to "lighten" up other people's perception of me...
What is it that makes them so different from me?
I have been unable to connect with anyone - not even with my family...
I wish I could meet people who would understand...
Lonely people are ostracized from society...
Or is it that everyone is lonely?
Just pretending..."faking it until they make it"..?
Maybe it's the bus driver that you see every morning...
Perhaps it's the senior that you see taking her daily early morning walks;
Or the teenage boy at the grocery store checking out your items...
Is everyone lonely at heart?
Will everyone experience loneliness at some point in their lives?
The loneliness which I am referring to - is not the feeling of just wanting company on a Friday night - but a powerful, surging feeling of solitude...isolation...emptiness...
Some nights, I'll just stare out my window and watch the stars...
For how long?
I don't know.
But often, I just ask myself...
"I wonder if someone is watching along with me"
But no...
It just seems that everyone is moving forward; continually evolving...
They have family, friends, love...
They have had more than their share of life's many experiences...
But I also wonder...if any of it is genuine...
How can some people laugh everyday?
I wonder if they are forcing their laughter - like how I often do so as to "lighten" up other people's perception of me...
What is it that makes them so different from me?
I have been unable to connect with anyone - not even with my family...
I wish I could meet people who would understand...
Lonely people are ostracized from society...
Or is it that everyone is lonely?
Just pretending..."faking it until they make it"..?