Does anybody else feel the same way? I try my hardest to to be a more talkative person but I find my mind going blank with nothing to say. Than when I think of something to say it just doesn't come out and I question myself on what I'm thinking about saying and think to myself that would be a stupid thing to say about everything I think of. I just lack interesting qualities about myself probably because I second guess myself and usually judge myself harshly. How can one break out of their shell become more humurous and a more fun person to be around? I never can find anything funny or witty to say its like that part of my brain isn't functioning anymore like it was in the past. Everyone around me just makes interacting and conversation look so easy and its like I just don't get it. Maybe it was my upbringing that made me this way I just don't know. I wish I had the answer and I probably never will. People seem to treat shy people as if they are weird but its strange because its like haven't they ran into shy people before? We aren't really all that weird because there are plenty of us out there but I guess people just can't understand unless they have been in our shoes. It feels like I'm suppose to spend most of my life alone and I just refuse to accept that. Maybe I am just too weird and uninteresting .