I sometimes hate the fact I want to be loved/liked by people.

If a pill existed that had the capability of making someone completely detatched from and indifferent to other people, I would take it.

Just being able to walk down the street and not care that everyone else is in relationships seems so appealing. If I could in some way find contentment in being alone all the time, that would be so nice.

In fact, I wish I was asexual. That would solve a hell of a lot of my problems.

Hmm so when you are walking down the street do you instantly think that every person you see is in a relationship?

I sorta get what you mean about the feeling detached thing, but damning yourself to never feel anything by taking some strange pill is a little...rash. I mean, what if a few hours later if you hadn't taken that pill you'd have randomly met someone absolutely fantastical who would blow your mind? I guess people can't live on 'what if's' but neither can you live on the pure present. What is now is not going to be forever.

Though I do agree that being asexual might make things easier. Hornyness has a right habit of making people feel like honeysuckle.

There are positives to being single and alone though....you get to do what you want, watch porn when you want, get fat if you want, you don't have to ever shave if you can't be bothered, if you're feeling lazy and don't want to shower then who is going to care, you get to choose what to watch on tv/what films to go see etc, play xbox/games etc when you want, go anywhere you want, listen to whatever music you want - basically you get to do anything you want to whenever you want to. Total freedom. Plus you won't get the petty arguments, annoyance, lovers tiffs, quarrals etc. Haha I sound like such a lazy unclean person...I assure you I do wash, and I am quite nice...sometimes.

kelbo said:

Hmm so when you are walking down the street do you instantly think that every person you see is in a relationship?

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**** i kinda have this feeling too but i think there are an army of guys and girls out there that are NOT in any damned relationship yeh?
Now i got stuck in this post-disaster period since i broke up with my bf a few months ago. the funny thing is he is still trying to reach me by msgs, and when he got no reply at his long novelish msg caliming that he hated me and whatever, he sent me another msg which went like: the guy you liked in nancy ajram's mv died yesterday...XD..

so i get to see how broken he is, and what a bloody sad drag he is. well i should feel lucky that the decision has been made anyways.

There's not a magic pill. It's just a simple chioce.

I've been in relationships or had GFs pretty much all my life.
After a narley break up...I do feel suckie about being single
but it's a phase that I just go through....
Then a get a reminded or flashbacks of what a crazy pyscho of a ***** I got myself involed with

I don't know what it's like to not evered kissed a girl...
I'd probably go freaken crazy....with **** hormones shooting out of my ears
and the constant mistery...

It has always been ironic for me. When I get involve with someone
usually is when I'm happy being single and I'm okay with that...Then she walks
into my life and ask me out to fresia up my serenity. lmao
Maybe that' the attractions or why I attract certain women..they know I'm okay with me.
They know I'm capiable of being happy living in my own skin.
They know I love myself..ya gotta be able to love yourself first...then love someone else.
When I'm in a happy state...I'm fun to be around ..I guess
All of the women I've had long term relationship asked me out.

I had a thought that came to me today...a reminder.
I should be happy with what I have and want what I have...beyound just being grateful than what I have.

I am so sick of being lonely. I wish that I could just reach out and touch people to get closer but it doesn't work that way.

Haha, kimberlykat...that's a funny story. I always hated texting/message wars between couples or ex-couples.

I always tell people that if they have a problem with me, they have to come yell at me in person. I don't play that game with texting.

----Steve

Badjedidude said:

Haha, kimberlykat...that's a funny story. I always hated texting/message wars between couples or ex-couples.

I always tell people that if they have a problem with me, they have to come yell at me in person. I don't play that game with texting.

----Steve

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Ok so my story went like he got pissed off (at nothing tho believe me each and every of my friends who knew about us said he was f**ked up in his own head..) and then I tried my best to explain but he refused to answer the phone and kept txting me like, I dont want to hear your f**king lair's voice etc...and then I ended up with not bothering myself anymore to contact him. and you know the rest....nancy ajram's story haha...

Hmmm...Nancy Ajram...

I like Coca-Cola.

Well, I'm sorry that you had those problems with that loser, kimberlykat. Better luck next time, I guess!

----Steve

Badjedidude said:

Hmmm...Nancy Ajram...

I like Coca-Cola.

Well, I'm sorry that you had those problems with that loser, kimberlykat. Better luck next time, I guess!

----Steve

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Haha thanks..Nancy Ajram is pretty cool huh..

Well, from what I've seen of her, yeah. I only know a little about her and only a few of her songs...but that's probably more than most Americans can say!

----Steve