lisais52
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Hi everybody, 
I'm up late because I'm not sleepy at the moment and I can't go to bed until I'm sleepy enough. It's early Sunday morning and I was thinking about going to church. I think about going to church but I never get around to going. I thought about going to the Mormon church because they are friendly people but then earlier tonight I was thinking about the huge crowd of people who would probably be there. And then I knew I would have the nerve to go by myself there. :shy: I knew I wouldn't be able to face all those people. Although I've ran into LDS Mormon missionaries in the past months lots of times. I actually did make it to this little church not far from where I live one Sunday night. But I never got around to calling the pastor for a ride; I never got around to going back. That was about a month ago.
I moved to this city in KY from IL where I lived for 31 yrs. My younger adult son and I moved here. We've been here 2 years and we have been kind of disappointed. It's very similar to where we use to live except it's bigger. I know I moved here for all the wrong reasons yet I am happy I left where I use to live.
Anyways I don't have friends and I'm very lonely and unhappy. My son and I spend allot of time on the internet, however, soon we won't have a computer or internet because of money problems. We struggle to get by financially every month. But we make due; things could be allot worse.
I come from a dysfunctional family and still have troubles there. I'm close to both of my sons; the one still resides in IL. He likes it there. I talk to him (my older son) on the phone. I talk to my former boyfriend (who's now more of a friend) on the phone; we spent much time together before I left IL 2 years ago. He ended up moving back to N IL.
So my son and I go out and do things together daily but all we have is each other. We are both lonely but we are shy people. My son chats allot with people online. I rarely chat with people online but I've made websites, animated movies, slide-shows, videos and other neat stuff online.
But I'm miserable. I watch movies and soaps of people having happy lives like dinner parties, other parties and family gatherings. I don't have these things in my life. I live a very lonely life. I also watched a movie called "Jane Eyre" and realized how much love and romance would mean to me.
Well sorry I wrote so much.
Any ideas on how I could change my life for the better?
thanks,
I'm up late because I'm not sleepy at the moment and I can't go to bed until I'm sleepy enough. It's early Sunday morning and I was thinking about going to church. I think about going to church but I never get around to going. I thought about going to the Mormon church because they are friendly people but then earlier tonight I was thinking about the huge crowd of people who would probably be there. And then I knew I would have the nerve to go by myself there. :shy: I knew I wouldn't be able to face all those people. Although I've ran into LDS Mormon missionaries in the past months lots of times. I actually did make it to this little church not far from where I live one Sunday night. But I never got around to calling the pastor for a ride; I never got around to going back. That was about a month ago.
I moved to this city in KY from IL where I lived for 31 yrs. My younger adult son and I moved here. We've been here 2 years and we have been kind of disappointed. It's very similar to where we use to live except it's bigger. I know I moved here for all the wrong reasons yet I am happy I left where I use to live.
Anyways I don't have friends and I'm very lonely and unhappy. My son and I spend allot of time on the internet, however, soon we won't have a computer or internet because of money problems. We struggle to get by financially every month. But we make due; things could be allot worse.
I come from a dysfunctional family and still have troubles there. I'm close to both of my sons; the one still resides in IL. He likes it there. I talk to him (my older son) on the phone. I talk to my former boyfriend (who's now more of a friend) on the phone; we spent much time together before I left IL 2 years ago. He ended up moving back to N IL.
So my son and I go out and do things together daily but all we have is each other. We are both lonely but we are shy people. My son chats allot with people online. I rarely chat with people online but I've made websites, animated movies, slide-shows, videos and other neat stuff online.
But I'm miserable. I watch movies and soaps of people having happy lives like dinner parties, other parties and family gatherings. I don't have these things in my life. I live a very lonely life.
I also watched a movie called "Jane Eyre" and realized how much love and romance would mean to me.Well sorry I wrote so much.
Any ideas on how I could change my life for the better?
thanks,
