I' so sorry to hear that! *hugs!!*
I haven't cried in years myself, and I'm starting to think that I can't any more. I've always had a very old fashioned look on life, and I'm kinda stuck on the "Man is supposed to be strong, work and put food on the table for his family", so I kinda view crying as a sign of weakness in a man (but I realize too that there is nothing wrong with crying, no matter what sex you are, so I'm not judging anyone, these are just my views). I think it would feel good to cry a bit, but I'm not saying that your situation is preferable, oh no! I'm truly sorry for you!