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mixtech
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It was a hard blow to me when my fiancee of three years left me 6 months ago but no hurt could be much worse than to find out that she got herself pregnant with the child of a married man and is now 3 months pregnant. My unconsoled grief cuts much deeper and is now mixed with bitter rage. Now she comes to me in tears, telling me that she truly loved me, regretting that she had ever left me but I haven't the heart to vent my anger toward her cause I love her...I still love her and I'm deeply hurt by what she did to herself. Her mother disowned her and now she has no place to go but to that infidel of a man. He cheated on his wife and he gives my ex-fiancee empty promises of marriage. May he sear in the eternal fires of hell for this!
Though I love her, I simply cannot accept such a slap to my face. She gave herself to a man whom she barely even knew (A Fling) over me whom she's known for 3 whole years! I loved her, treated her well, I gave her my all. I loved her with my life and she repays me with this mockery! She betrayed me and hurt me so deeply. Nothing can console me, nothing can ease my mind. I still love her and care for her and I fear for her and at the same time I hate her. She's just as much of an infidel as the man she's with now. I lost her forever. Only bitterness and resentment fills my heart now. I'm enraged but I'm uncannily calm. My mind is in tact and my sanity is the only dear possession I have left. I grow more and more bitter by the day. I hope for their sake that they do not cross my path cause there will be no quarter.
Though I love her, I simply cannot accept such a slap to my face. She gave herself to a man whom she barely even knew (A Fling) over me whom she's known for 3 whole years! I loved her, treated her well, I gave her my all. I loved her with my life and she repays me with this mockery! She betrayed me and hurt me so deeply. Nothing can console me, nothing can ease my mind. I still love her and care for her and I fear for her and at the same time I hate her. She's just as much of an infidel as the man she's with now. I lost her forever. Only bitterness and resentment fills my heart now. I'm enraged but I'm uncannily calm. My mind is in tact and my sanity is the only dear possession I have left. I grow more and more bitter by the day. I hope for their sake that they do not cross my path cause there will be no quarter.