bloodyenigma
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what are you supposed to do when you've lost your soulmate and have become so numb that falling in love again is an impossibility?
Lonesome Crow said:I was devestate for 2 years before I could form anytype of healthy relationship. I kind da messed that relationship up too because I couldn't let go.
I didn't run. I married her...So much for doing the right thing. I didn't married her becuase it was the right thing or wrong thing
to do. I married her becuase i love her.
I went out and party hardy. Had sex with lots of different women. I guess I love her very ,very much.
Becuase the saying of to get over a woman you gatta get on top off other women...didn't work
the first time, second time, thrid time or the tenth time. Inside my heart it wasn't what I wanted to do.
All I ever wanted was to come home to my wife and child.
oki doki..I belong in the ****** bag section...excuse the fresia out of me.
That's a part of it....some women wants to take me home with them and love me back to life.
The part the comes naturally of how to get hawt beautiful women..is to not really give a honeysuckle.
It's a territorial and control issue thing.
Sometimes ya gotta roll with the punched and go with the flow. EZ come, EZ go.
I can suger coat it and say I was acting just like Jesus. I was lov'in everyone
There was a country song I used to listen to.
it gose like this...
Maybe I'll be faST as you...
Maybe I'll break hearts too.
It didn't really matter what i did...not for me anyway.
Maybe it's just grace that's been keeping me together all these years.
Our divorce was 20 years ago....
Anywho...She told me the other day she wants to go see a movie with me.
She's been praying for me. Yes, lots and lots of hope.
It aint over, til it's over.
roundasapenguin said:maybe you can't let go because you haven't met the right partner who'd be worth it enough to move on yet.
life throws you curveballs in the most unexpected way, when you least expect it.
a friend of mine was a single mom. she had a son with her ex-bf whom she loved to bits but once he found out about her being pregnant, he dropped her faster than a fly. she cried her eyeballs out for a long time but had pushed ahead to carry and deliver her beautiful baby boy, all alone.
she told me that she would never find someone she could love as much as she loved him, for they've known each other forever (i still think he's a moron for ditching her like that but that's another story). and she was quite certain she will have to face her life alone as a single mom, which man would want her now that she has additional baggage?
it took her 7 years to meet her mr right. those were not the easiest 7 years of her life, with her having to juggle her job and look after her growing son and having nasty neighbours gossiping about her being a single mom. over here in asia, in some parts, being a single mom is frowned upon very much especially by those who are terribly old fashioned.
she eventually met another man - the man who accepted her for herself and her son. This was the man she eventually married. but it took her a long time to meet him and she was so numbed to the idea of falling in love that she almost killed the relationship coz she thought it would never have worked out when he knew about her having a son. they are now married with 2 children
sometimes we'll meet the right person very quickly. sometimes, it can take months, years. but you cannot let desolation put you down. when we have hope, we have light within our heart. it's not easy to let go but you shouldn't lose hope.
you won't be able to let go now - but when the right person enters your life again, and when the time is right, you will let go of the past and embrace the future. be strong and don't lose hope, k?
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