HeatOfSpirit
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I am often feeling very unbalanced emotionally, and feel very sad. And, obviously, loneliness goes along with that. I start thinking about how bad my life is, how certain very important aspects are missing from it, and obviously, it really gets me down - a LOT!
Sometimes, I just sit down and meditate, and not only do I feel calm, I feel relaxed and experience pleasant feelings inside me (although it doesn't happen every time).
Something that I often feel about myself is that no one can really understand me for who I am, or how I react to certain situations (emphasis on social ones), and this whole thought process really makes me feel lonesome even more.
And I got to a conclusion. Even though it is really very painful to think about how lonely I am, maybe it would be better if I would experience just a little bit more self communication, you know, feeling and experiencing myself from the inside.
And I have to tell you, while it doesn't always help a ton, it certainly helps some, so I do it. I just wanted to share this with you, and hopefully it will help not only me to feel somewhat better, but also whoever would do it as well.
The type of meditation that I do is called anapanasati meditation. It means "mindfulness through breath". It is a form of meditation that clears out your mind from any thought (because that is the whole essence of this meditation, to focus only on breath), and it is part of a larger system of meditation called vipassana, which is, supposedly, a very emotional healing form of meditation.
I really recommend this meditation, especially if you feel like you have emotional roller coasters inside you. I know that I do.
Sometimes, I just sit down and meditate, and not only do I feel calm, I feel relaxed and experience pleasant feelings inside me (although it doesn't happen every time).
Something that I often feel about myself is that no one can really understand me for who I am, or how I react to certain situations (emphasis on social ones), and this whole thought process really makes me feel lonesome even more.
And I got to a conclusion. Even though it is really very painful to think about how lonely I am, maybe it would be better if I would experience just a little bit more self communication, you know, feeling and experiencing myself from the inside.
And I have to tell you, while it doesn't always help a ton, it certainly helps some, so I do it. I just wanted to share this with you, and hopefully it will help not only me to feel somewhat better, but also whoever would do it as well.
The type of meditation that I do is called anapanasati meditation. It means "mindfulness through breath". It is a form of meditation that clears out your mind from any thought (because that is the whole essence of this meditation, to focus only on breath), and it is part of a larger system of meditation called vipassana, which is, supposedly, a very emotional healing form of meditation.
I really recommend this meditation, especially if you feel like you have emotional roller coasters inside you. I know that I do.