Eternitydreamer
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So some of the people I went to school with are now married and some even have children. Then the rest of them have a relationship or are engaged. I am 24 and not once even went on a date.
These people (married) were privileged people, in the brainiac classes or bullied me. Those engaged didn't like me. Some of the married ones even had school friends at their weddings. Even professional photoshoots.
I can't help but feel I've been left behind in this world, like somehow this world doesn't want me. I've attempted online dating for 8 years and only had disasters, no dates and creepy older men. I've attempted online friendships nothing worked out. I've even tried groups and communities. I don't get what is so flawed with me. I am not exactly good looking. The only decent photos I can get are highly edited or tricks of the camera. I feel I've wasted my life but I've honestly tried. I have never even had a boyfriend
I am polite, smile and consider myself a genuine person.
What is so wrong with me?
These people (married) were privileged people, in the brainiac classes or bullied me. Those engaged didn't like me. Some of the married ones even had school friends at their weddings. Even professional photoshoots.
I can't help but feel I've been left behind in this world, like somehow this world doesn't want me. I've attempted online dating for 8 years and only had disasters, no dates and creepy older men. I've attempted online friendships nothing worked out. I've even tried groups and communities. I don't get what is so flawed with me. I am not exactly good looking. The only decent photos I can get are highly edited or tricks of the camera. I feel I've wasted my life but I've honestly tried. I have never even had a boyfriend
I am polite, smile and consider myself a genuine person.
What is so wrong with me?