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So i used to have a really close group of friends, freshman year of college just about 5 years ago. Best time of my freakin' life. We had a year long thing we did, order papa john pizza, 3 large and some breadsticks every friday night. We eat and watch some movie we rented (or pirated) and after that, at about 8 pm or so we play Halo over the lan network on campus, (for those interested blood gulch, capture the flag 8 v 8 dorm vs dorm match). Like i said before, best time of my freakin' life.
Fast foward 5 years, friends arent there anymore, i sorta lost contact with them over my depression time and comes today, me going back to school at my local community college (i didnt complete) and after good progress with study and very good results working out today i decided to order some pizza for myself for the first time since 5 years ago, and of course it was papa johns.
Had a few bites, memories came back to me, breadstick with garlic sauce, that pickled green pepper they give you (i was on the only one in our group that ate it, i personally love it) and although the pizza was steaming hot, and i was hungry... the food didnt taste the same. It was in many ways bland, the most boring pizza i can remember to date.
Then i had one of those moments where you feel like your in a movie, where the camera backs away from you from a 3rd perpective with the tv on in the background, on the dinner table in a dimly lit room with the pizza crust in my hands and my mouth slightly opened... and i started thinking to myself, "man... this ******* sucks."
Afterwards i just dropped what i was doing and went back to study with my ipod going, to maybe to forget my past and that crappy feeling not to long ago but its really getting to me. Now i am wondoring if anyone else here had these same feelings before and what did you do about it?
Fast foward 5 years, friends arent there anymore, i sorta lost contact with them over my depression time and comes today, me going back to school at my local community college (i didnt complete) and after good progress with study and very good results working out today i decided to order some pizza for myself for the first time since 5 years ago, and of course it was papa johns.
Had a few bites, memories came back to me, breadstick with garlic sauce, that pickled green pepper they give you (i was on the only one in our group that ate it, i personally love it) and although the pizza was steaming hot, and i was hungry... the food didnt taste the same. It was in many ways bland, the most boring pizza i can remember to date.
Then i had one of those moments where you feel like your in a movie, where the camera backs away from you from a 3rd perpective with the tv on in the background, on the dinner table in a dimly lit room with the pizza crust in my hands and my mouth slightly opened... and i started thinking to myself, "man... this ******* sucks."
Afterwards i just dropped what i was doing and went back to study with my ipod going, to maybe to forget my past and that crappy feeling not to long ago but its really getting to me. Now i am wondoring if anyone else here had these same feelings before and what did you do about it?