Roadieb
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So here we go. I am 40 years old, male, and on disability for my back(surgery) and some mental issues like depression and bipolar disorder among other things like my body dysmorphia. I have always thought I was too skinny and ugly my whole life. Even now I feel that way. My wonderful wife who is a nurse has been my caretaker as well as my wife. All of a sudden, literally days after our 10th wedding anniversary, a switch flipped in her and our relationship is in limbo and I'm scared. She said she doesn't want to have that role anymore and I said ok I will do everything in my power to do honeysuckle on my own. What kills me is she won't touch me. Literally won't hold hands, let me rub her feet, just does the opposite of things we have done for years. We are on the brink of divorce I think. We are in couples counseling but she clams up and it doesn't seem to be very productive. I know there is tons more I could tell you all, but I've got to go get myself in order here cause even writing this down hurts. Any advice would be great. Thanks for reading all of this.