I have struggled with work for some years and since corona it has been impossible. I don't hold down jobs for very long due to the lack of responsibility or challenge and tend to drift. This does not make me a prime candidate on paper exactly yet I still have experience and used to find work fairly easily.
Since the lockdown I have lost my perspective. I have nothing to do all day except endlessly apply for jobs. I have been looking on and off for over 18 months and the lack of opportunity is outrageous. I've never felt so worthless.
How can I build my confidence? The lockdown and its effects are going to be around for many, many months to come. I have nothing here, no future, nothing to do except age in isolation. My self esteem is practically nonexistent and when I try to cheer myself up I want to cry. I desperately want to move away and start over but without a job I have no ability to change anything. What do I do now?
Since the lockdown I have lost my perspective. I have nothing to do all day except endlessly apply for jobs. I have been looking on and off for over 18 months and the lack of opportunity is outrageous. I've never felt so worthless.
How can I build my confidence? The lockdown and its effects are going to be around for many, many months to come. I have nothing here, no future, nothing to do except age in isolation. My self esteem is practically nonexistent and when I try to cheer myself up I want to cry. I desperately want to move away and start over but without a job I have no ability to change anything. What do I do now?