- Jun 19, 2021
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I have always been that girl desperate for a cuddle from pretty much anyone who would be kind enough,
I used to wear a top that said "free hugs", because the idea of being embraced is something I always long for.
It's so cold, I am so alone, I just want to feel a human connection that has nothing to do with sex, just care.
I just want someone to care. I am so broken, I am so damaged, sitting here typing this, crying because, I dont know how to cope.
I dont know how to be happy, how to feel safe, how to love, how to be someone worth anything...
Please help me, help me work out why I am on this planet, why my grave is still empty... why I am constantly falling apart
My best friend hates me, if she walks out of my life, I just dont know... how I can cope with that.
How can I cope being completely alone? Why am I always abandoned, I still feel like a little girl crying out for parents, crying out for family.
I still feel like that young woman, bleeding on the pavement, crying out for help. I still feel like that young woman on her knees watching her father getting lowered into the ground...
crying out for him... why am I so alone?