lonelyblossom
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I moved after highschool and it was over 2 he drive from old home so lost contacts. Then I got involved then married then the children had problems.
My one had disabilities my other years after the others birth was diagnosed with cancer. My life became them just dealing with raising them. Then seperation as the relationship was abusive. Then divorce within few months of my child's death. Then alone with my other child. Then ex fought for custody then finally won it after a bizzare attack on me and my son though I was their intended target. It's why my child chose to move and a threat to keep us apart. They talking to me online lead to me being assaulted then trying to call two other attacks. Their father admitted to gang connections. Then my son started to avoid contact before that due to attacks.
So my children gone though ones alive but hesitant to contact. I don't work due to my own disability and age. So I'm alone no friends and no family. Family is a complicated thing my parents died of age and cancers none hereditary but my brother died of a similar cancer to my dad. My sister and I aren't close and don't always get along. I stopped talking to my mother before she died but thought her well and was only second missed call.
So I'm here now trying to make friends. I'm alone but do socialize at organizations I just don't know people outside them at those places in that place only.
My one had disabilities my other years after the others birth was diagnosed with cancer. My life became them just dealing with raising them. Then seperation as the relationship was abusive. Then divorce within few months of my child's death. Then alone with my other child. Then ex fought for custody then finally won it after a bizzare attack on me and my son though I was their intended target. It's why my child chose to move and a threat to keep us apart. They talking to me online lead to me being assaulted then trying to call two other attacks. Their father admitted to gang connections. Then my son started to avoid contact before that due to attacks.
So my children gone though ones alive but hesitant to contact. I don't work due to my own disability and age. So I'm alone no friends and no family. Family is a complicated thing my parents died of age and cancers none hereditary but my brother died of a similar cancer to my dad. My sister and I aren't close and don't always get along. I stopped talking to my mother before she died but thought her well and was only second missed call.
So I'm here now trying to make friends. I'm alone but do socialize at organizations I just don't know people outside them at those places in that place only.