I have been living with my boyfriend for 4 years now. I am a year older than him. Things don't really go they way we want it to be. He doesn't have any plans for the future, all he cares is his family while me and my mom supports him in everything that he does. His cousins and siblings are living with us now and I feel like an outcast. I don't know what's my purpose anymore or does he even love me or he just needs me. I really wanted to break up with him but I don't have courage to do so.