NovelEater
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I just watched my younger sister graduated from college. I saw one of my previous classmates getting engage, some even has kids already, some are married, and even one did a sex change.
My younger cousins already have boyfriends and girlfriends. Some people I used to know died.
Some suddenly became different in both their personality and appearance compared from their previous personality and appearance.
Yet here I was. Stuck in my room.
Stuck in my head.
Stuck inside my pain and fears.
Deep inside me I know what's the right thing to do.
But ‘knowing it’ is one thing.. And actually ‘doing it' is another.
I feel a lot of numbing pain, and suffocating drowning like sensation all over.
It hurts a lot, that I am desperately tired it.
Help me.
My younger cousins already have boyfriends and girlfriends. Some people I used to know died.
Some suddenly became different in both their personality and appearance compared from their previous personality and appearance.
Yet here I was. Stuck in my room.
Stuck in my head.
Stuck inside my pain and fears.
Deep inside me I know what's the right thing to do.
But ‘knowing it’ is one thing.. And actually ‘doing it' is another.
I feel a lot of numbing pain, and suffocating drowning like sensation all over.
It hurts a lot, that I am desperately tired it.
Help me.
